I bit my tongue, I thought: zen. I stepped on a gum, I thought: zen. I spilled my drink on my white cashmere cardigan, I thought: zen. I think about it every now and then: zen. He wouldn’t tolerate my brows furrow. My lips, I should seal it, so no air—or perhaps fire—could escape from it. My eyes should shape like those negative parabolas; and my lips, must disguise as the bottom half of the circle I drew in first grade. Where once the so-called set of all points is complete, there hovers in circle the male gaze. Applause and adoration. I always should fit the mold of that gaze. My roots and my seeds, are unwelcome. And when my petals hold something from the pollination of bees that sprawled over —with tolerance— I shall walk on the carpet of warmth. He progresses with society, an opposition of traditional feudalism…
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